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Monday, November 30, 2009
LG Arena, It's a cool phone, really! :) :)) Satisfied consumer. :) Is it true that the M1 Broadband is limited internet access? D: I need unlimited-.- If not I'll rot at home-.- Sunday, November 29, 2009
Numerology, Yoyoyoo didn't blog for quite a number of days, zz. Keep going out-.- Cos I'm too free. Stupid sia. I want faint already-.- LG Arena, soon. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee What a lame post. Oh yes yesterday went Kembangan(sp?) then got one tzi char stall. The prawns damn freaking nice can. Wheeeeeeeeeee wished I can go back there again. Damn niceeeee the place is called Cabana, 447 Changi Road Singapore 419893 Like providing address will help. I'm useless. Thursday, November 26, 2009
M1, Whoooo I support M1! :) Hahahahahahahaha can't wait to go later! :) Okay shall go maple now-.- Yes before I forget, the school is now filled with window grilles Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Grasp the present, After a few days (or weeks) I've figured it out. It's about time I start cherishing the only ahma I've left, also the only grandparent. About time, about time. Talk about start afresh, it ain't easy. But to start cherishing another person, it should be fine. So on Christmas Day, I ain't free. :) I'm off to Toa Payoh; Tuesday, November 24, 2009
How sucky, Com lagging like shit please. Monday, November 23, 2009
Damn, Crapppppppppppppppp. Should I read or watch New Moon? New Moon is coming out in 10days! Boring nowadays. It's only Tuesday tmr. Watched a bit of K.O 3an guo. Hahahahaha quite nice lor, but don't know when will I finish watching-.- Sunday, November 22, 2009
Family, 世界上什么都是假的，只有钱是真的。 If you had saw what took place from ahma's funeral till now, you will agree with me. Yesterday night I thought I heard my ahma come home. I heard water sounds from the toilet and it was 3 times.......... That kind of sound will only be heard only if you press the hose-like thingy. My mum keep saying I hallucinate. Where got sia. I couldn't sleep so I was wide awake ok! Whatever. Can't wait to go Expo soon :) This week I'm super free. Maybe I should start finding my homework :/ Saturday, November 21, 2009
Thank you, I'm sorry guys I can't mention names for the moment due to some reasons, but still you all know yourselves hahahah! Thanks man :D:D:D:D For today hahahaha I had lots of fun even though going into Converse was quite ps since I was wearing a shirt that they were displaying HAHAHA but wtv. Thanks man! I definitely will wear it the next time we're meeting! :D:D:D Hahaha hopefully baking? We should shop for the ingredients together HAHAHA. It'll be fun MUAHAHA. Must bake cookies! Or muffins with a melted chocolate filling inside! :D:D:D Or cake la. :) Is Christmas coming? I see an upsidedown christmas treeeeeeeeeeeee Heh, eighteenchefs, argh. Super duper full. Tomorrow need wake up early, need to sleep soon but still, thanks for today :D:D:D I appreciate everyone's birthday wishes and presents okay! :D Thank you thank you thank you! STILL, I WON IN MONOPOLYYYYYYYYYY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAPPY BIRTHDAY, :)))))) I'm 14 today! So old! Hahahahaa whatever. :) Meeting them later, can't wait! HAHAHA! Birthday wish is for Ahma to live peacefully in Heaven :) Of course, this day marks the start of the holidays for primary school children! Happy holidays to my cousins :) Ironically, I'm starting tuition in Dec, which sucks really. Miss my Ahma :( But still, life goes on. Just thought of the biscuits - Ahma's favourite biscuits. Hahaha it's quite nice. Not too sure whether you guys have eaten it before, but it's called Haitai Almond Crackers. Tried to find a picture of it on the net, but can't. A few days ago I suddenly thought of, luckily I didn't go for whatever exchange programme. If not can't go........ Friday, November 20, 2009
Damn, Stupid homework-.- I think I need go and start on them soon-.- At least, find them first-.- I have no idea where I put them. I hope my mum haven't thrown my file away while packing-.- But still, I'm going to eat chickenrice today yay! :) Thursday, November 19, 2009
Camera, I'm going to get a camera, argh. Can't stand the seriously lousy picture quality of my stupid phone. Dad is going to get me an Arena this Saturday night. Damn it no more iPhone. Arena has only 5mp. But nvm. I'll use the money to get a camera........ Or should I get an iPodtouch instead? At least I bought new slippers! HAHAHA. Complain shit, Blahblahblah I'm starting to hate my combi now cos I really don't know how I'm going to survive with Literature-.- But to me, it's the best among all the 9sub................ Bloody hell. Hahahaha going to watch 2012 today yay! :) Hope it's a nice movie whooooooooots Going to go shopping for some stuff, soon MUAHAHAH. Okay I sound like I'm crazy. I want a new camera. I want an iPhone! I'm going to wait till M1 has iPhone! (which is very very very soon!) Hope it's out before my contract expires x_x Wonder what's the price that M1 will set :) Edit; 2012 was amazing hahahaha. Xinyu cried! She said I was cold blooded cos I didn't cry. I figured that I probably cried too much in the past 2 weeks that my brain thought that I should stop crying before my eyes dry up or something. Anyway, tried to shop for my cousin Ashton's bday present, but in the end I decided to make a card cos he's only 3 years old. To buy him a toy, I'm quite afraid he'll try to swallow it, so let's not take chances. His birthday is like tomorrow and I can only give him in Sunday :( Anyway 2012 was really cool, really catch it if you can hahaha! After watching I thought that I became more open-minded, cos the world's gonna end in like 3 more years? I'll die at the age of 17, wow cool. All I wish is that, don't make me die by drowning. D: It's such pain to die cos you're out of breath uhhh! Make me die by..........................falling into the never ending holes. Aiya all ways of dying are bad. Let me survive by squeezing into the "ships" they made! :) Hahahah wtv. Tuesday, November 17, 2009
2 weeks, Time really flies doesn't it. 2 weeks already. Hahahah wonder if Heaven is a nice place. My lao yi is right actually. (Translated from Teaochew) "Aiya, it's not like she's 30+, 40+. If 30+, 40+ cry never mind la, but 70+ you cry what?" Anyway, Streaming results: 9subEhist/Elit. 3CR is a super duper mixed class, with like 3 types of 9sub merged into 1 and surprisingly only a total head count of 32 people. Amazing. But I definitely do not have courage. Trust me. Hahahhaha I told Shuhui CMS was Conversational Malay Subject! Amusing. I think I'm freaking stupid. I only know like 5people in my class and only 8people are taking Ehist/Lit. I don't know why Ehist/Geog is so popular, really. And Malaysian Scholars in 3CR? I told Shuhui I'm part of them hahahaha cos she keeps insisting that I have Malaysian blood in me!! I wonder who's the form teacher. I hope not Ryan Chia. :) Any teacher but him. Should I get the LG Arena or Iphone? But their prices are damn different-.- Thanks for the class chalet. Even though there wasn't much, but just like that, is able to make me happy and contented, because when your life was really really down just like 2 weeks ago, anything that can make me laugh is really a lot for me. Nvm if you don't understand what I'm saying. I just want to thank you all for the chalet. Just running away from the facts (like what I've did by going over to my cousin's house) cannot bring my ahma back. It's only just distracting myself from the fact. What I've got to do now is to face the fact, and get over it. Talk is cheap. To do so? I really really really don't know. Maybe time will solve everything. But yesterday I took the first step. Still, pastamania was a disappointment. Sunday, November 15, 2009
Can't help it. Mood had been very very screwed these holidays, not like I could help it either, really. Okay probably I can, but I just didn't want to or simply too lazy to do so. I just feel very lifeless, don't want to do anything. Everything also sian, sian, sian. Numbers related to Ahma's funeral came up in lottery first prize, which seriously shocked me can. Now I truly believe that in Hell/Heaven you can bless your family members with good luck. Cos it's not just one day, it's 4 times already. Last week 2 times, yesterday and today. Exact 4 digits. My dad won 2k. My da jiu mu won 2k. My da jiu won like 100+? Ahma's neighbour won 4k. (Power!) My kai ye was freaking pissed, cos he bet $100 on the wrong digit. Then today one, nobody won cos nobody bought. Today, the whole family(excluding my xiao jiu) went to pray ahma today. Today was supposed to be my chinese birthday. Ahma, my mum, my dad were supposed to be celebrating with me actually. Forget it. Unhappy things. What a stupid boring useless post. Moody people can't make good posts. Thursday, November 12, 2009
Blogging. Sorry about the latest post, really. Monday, November 2, 2009
Class Outing Back from ClassOutinggggggggggg @ TampSafra. HAHAHA Damn cooooool leh! :DDDDD Nut and pk went for interview just now hahaha so coooooool lehhh! Me and Shuhui finding lobang to do sia. HAHAHAHA. Saw one of my prisch friends giving out flyers just now. Didn't know so many people working sia. Pk you must like the present okay! :))))) Sorry I can't go Kbox on 6Nov D: Got the whatever RacialHarmony camp sia. I just realised my lunch is 4 chickenwings midjoints. Pro. Okay bowling was really really cool hahahahahaha. Pictures will be on Facebook, uploaded by pk! :) Omg Scandalous photo-taking was damn fun! Shuhui is the NC-16 photographer, laughing like shit. Some really really really damn sick man. R21 liao la. GROSSSSSSSSSSSSS! But damn funnnnnnny! Main character: TDS. What a sick ballllll! Can't wait for the pictures to be up on Facebook HAHAHA Confirm laugh like mad on my seat PS. Congrats jean bean 加入 Shaggy 三人组! Sunday, November 1, 2009
To-do list. I thought I should just try to figure out what I should do these holidays, yeah. My first week is super duper packed -.- Nevertheless, I've decided to bake/cook during the holidays! It sounds really really really cool. Chef Jocelyn. SOUNDS VERY NICE RIGHT. Okay back to the point. 1; Bake something. (at least something successfully.) 2; Cook pasta alfredo! (make sure it meets my standards!) 3; Take pictures! (Anytime, anywhere.) 4; Shoppppppppppp! :D 5; Visit student care with Jamie. (Before she leaves for Aust.) 6; Visit Proteach? (If someone wants to go with me.) 7; Get a new phone. (December my contract will be up! :D) 8; New camera. (Unless my new phone has a great camera! :)) 9; Try to (or help to) organise a 6A class outing successfully. (To be successful: 50% of the people must attend.) 10; Hug everyone! (Impossible.) 11; Visit Ion. (I still haven't go I'm damn lag but I'll go soon ok.) 12; Swim. (I haven't done that for a long time.) 13; Watch Newmoon. (Definitely!) 14; Pack my room. (Quite impossible cos I'm too lazy to do so. D:) 15; Earn money. (If there is lobang of course. If not I'll be too lazy to do so :P) 16; Idk anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee. There'll be more, of course. Just that I hadn't thought of yet. And, I can't go to the outing tomorrow D: I'm visiting my ahma, who has just fallen sick D: Idk what happened to her, I hope she's fine! T_T I can't wait for DramaNite to see my ho peng you!! :D We must must must take pictures okay! |
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